What Happened to the PLAY Channel?

In an instant, it appeared. And within a blink of the eye, everything was gone. What happened to Lesley Rowland PLAY? And will it return?

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To be honest, I created my PLAY channel too quickly. I didn't possess the necessary equipment nor gaming talent to lead a gaming channel. I opened the account solely on the reason that I enjoy playing computer games. When I play games, I am quiet and daydream, which is not fun to watch on camera. Then when I did talk, the acting took away from my playing experience. I also went through a Fortnite phase, but I started late and had a few hours a week to practice. That doesn't do well when you play against real people who have dedicated hours to the game. There was no "beginner" level.

I had launched a Let's Play series from my game The Sims 4, but I constantly had technical issues with screen recording. One day, I accidentally deleted my game, which threw me into a mini depression. I wasn't proud of the series turnout, so I hit them from the world. 

Will Lesley Rowland PLAY return? YES! The question is more so WHEN? I do not have the financial means to relaunch this channel. Gaming requires additional software and devices. Also, I need a part-time assistant at the very least. Someone who can help me with editing and marketing for my other channels, so I can put attention towards a channel like this. You can help me reach my goal, by signing up to be a Patron on my Patreon. (No pressure, though. I still love you no matter what.) I'm hoping to re-launch by mid-2020. If you want to be notified right away, go ahead and subscribe now. <3